Since a book of this blog will be made for Amanda when she returns home from her mission, I want to share an experience I had about a month ago.
I was upstairs in my room feeling very heavy about having another daughter leaving us for 18 months. It seems like Jessica has been gone for a really long time and I have missed her so much. I was pouring out my heart in prayer and asking for peace and comfort. I was also asking for an increase in faith and trust in a loving, all-knowing Father in Heaven. I ended my prayer and went into my closet to clean up. I opened Spotify and this song came on sung by Celtic Woman:
The Prayer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InKbM9xpO_4
I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place were we'll be safe
I pray we'll find your light
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Remind us where you are
Let this be our prayer
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
We ask that life be kind
And watch us from above
We hope each soul will find
Another soul to love
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Needs to find a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
My mind was immediately taken back to spring of 2012. Rachel had just turned 12 years old and we were living in Singapore. We decided to take Jessica, Amanda & Rachel to the Hong Kong Temple for Rachel's first temple trip. We spent a wonderful week in Hong Kong! One evening Scott and I left the girls in the hotel room and wandered down to a Foot Reflexology shop. This was one of our favorite things to do in Southeast Asia! You could get the most incredible hour-long foot and leg rub for about $20USD! I distinctly remember the details of this place because as I sat back to relax, I put my earbuds in and hit a random playlist. This song, The Prayer, sung by Celtic Woman came on. I wasn't too familiar with it, but as I listened to it, I was filled with this overwhelming love and gratitude to my Heavenly Father. It was such a peaceful, loving moment for me that it caught me by surprise and I found myself in tears at the end of the song.
Return back to my closet in Eagle Mountain, Utah, December of 2016 . . . I immediately felt a peace that was indescribable and knew that Heavenly Father had given me that experience back in 2012 knowing that 4 1/2 years later He would need to recall it to my mind to help me have faith that he would indeed take care of Amanda in Hong Kong. The words of the song perfectly expressed my plea:
I pray You'll be [her] eyes, And watch [her] where she goes;
And help [her] to be wise, In times when [she] doesn't know.
I pray [she'll] find Your light, And hold it in [her] heart;
When stars go out each night, Remind [her] where You are.
I ask that life be kind, and watch [her] from above,
I hope that [she] will find, [many] souls to love.
I ask that life be kind, and watch [her] from above,
I hope that [she] will find, [many] souls to love.
Let this be our prayer, As we go our way.
Lead us to a place, Guide us with Your grace,
Give us faith so we'll be safe.
What a tender mercy that I will come back to often over the next 18 months! I know that our Father in Heaven loves His missionaries!! He watches over them very carefully, He protects them and He helps them in every aspect of their work and their lives!
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Fun to see those photo's of our trip to Hong Kong. Love ya Amanda, have fun.
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